yea .. I finely ,,got myself together and .. remember .. what told me ..that I need it to put some ..effort in ,our relettionship .... and stop being so hard on my self .. love my self .more ,before I can love anyone else . and start ,living on trust ,and . stop receiving the bad , all the negative. things that hold me back from being able to shine upon my life and stop with .. the every day arguments and stand tall and find ,myself .. take time to be your .girl again .well ,I come in peace .. wanna say ,, apologize for given you .. grief.. and put all my anger . I didn't see... Danger our relationship between us was about be destroyed . yes I have to save us . from falling apart and falling off . I know that I Sadie I be at my best .. I know that imma at last of of the edge ... I do my my hardest ,put where my heart is and needs to be .. stay head high chip up .. , yes I feel really ... OUTTA .place . know I can't take the past away , wish for .day one , when we first met ,and our love ,shine so bright .. that it was so sweet ,, damn I know that I have . done wrong , I pray for better heart and . find other person you fell in love with .. I face my down falls and it is my fault .. why we are apart and live life each day unhappy ..imma shame ,for ,ponit you out on my wrongly assumed and judge you .I had no rigth .. ,I hoping for . miracle. CUASE they do exist ..God works in mysterious ways..and pays .start with in me ... too make it happen . so just wanted to say I dedicate.. this too you let you know I do really care and , .. well work harder on your feeling , and we are chill. I do my best .... communicated.... shut all the .bad feeling's ... that rubs off on you .. make you feel some type of way . for give me being such a rude ass women too you .putting threw this drama .. Love you ... Boo ...hopefully .. I can bring us back to day one !!!