,,babe... just ,,, , realized that I have .been , on some file ,type ,of shit ,only ,thinking about ,. me ,me me ,,shit ,and ,not taking ,you or your feeling ,in ,sidrading, . yea I have been , selfish and ,, not taking full ,responsibility ,, with ,our relationship ,like it ,soppuse ,too ,be or should ,be , .yea ,, immediately notify myself ,I in the wrong all along ,and imma in the wrong ,damn ,baby ,I realized ,, that your not going hold on ,,, no,longer ,, you held on , , long a nuff ,, I no ,I cant have any ,exucess , .. gotta get myself to make a finely ,, distinction between , me and the way ,of my ,thinking ,in navtiety ,, and start be able to trust. free my mine ,with positive attitude and thoughts about , way it matters to you ,and see it way you,see it , be able to be ,who ,you fell in love from the start ,immediately was in your heart ,from day one ,, be more , the caring person I was ,from the start damn what , happen to .me , wish I had the , answers to see where I fell off and fix the back again and ,, come back to . that , person who fills up your heart .. baby , I really want to change ,be who I was from the start and steal your heart away ,all over ,again ,, .. IMMA make it best to do better ..to change ,be at my best ,from the start and steal your heart again .bring your smile on your face , , see us both shine , l be able to understand , and be your best friend ,again , . let our love reshine ,again so bright ,I never want to make you feel .. misbale or unhappy ,hurt your heart , like I did and !! I gotta , be at my fucking best show you ..love and how much I truly appreciate you and all the effort into this reletionship , now I gotta do my part , let it come from deepest of my heart .. I give my all .... too show you i..can care about how your feeling matter after all .try not to be inpatient and confused .. just let us , be able to talk about anything you ,always , wanted to be .and be able t,be open with each other with no problem.. ,yea .. I am , just want to .make it rigth and bring our love to the light hope its not too late .. , just want to spend the rest of my life with only you ,. don't want noone new only you baby .. , sorry for the way I have been actually act ,pushed you too the ponit ,where we are today !!!!! hope we dont fade away hope that I can save us ... make a change , fix it to be better way ,instead of throwing us away or given up .. on each other , . imma show you imma not ,weak or I gave us up .imma live and love,you ,for ever to end and that's all day ,til casket drops .. can't ,let you go , .I be lost with out you and that's no lie ,I weather go blind .. imma out .. love you for the rest of my life .. ,!!!