all these thoughts I cant get them out whats wrong with me is this what lifes about.. crying at night holding my pillow tight missen my kids my reason to live lost in this world with nothing to give some times I wonder do I really wanna live 3 years in prison I lost my kids.. they took my life my will to live.. this fake smile I give to hide the hurt deep in darkness my soul is lost depression is deep its like every night I cant get no sleep thinking bout the times I held u in my arms there memories now I keep in my heart wishing there was a way I could restart.. hope I have a little hope knowing one day y'all return keeps me going keeps the fire burning just know one day my babies will be returning mommy loves you Ashton eric Dalton kyla kaleb