Looking down at rhe bottle and my handfull of perks 1,2,3,4 dont forget to message-mother and daddy and sister and brother My Aunties and uncles, grandma and grandpa Dont know how to say this But imma just take this Swallow these perks Down it with a bottle of Morgan Take a breath Im alone now Got no one to stop me The shows almost over now No encore, take a bow aint first time ive tried to commit More like the 12th time yeah-ill have to admit Dont know how to change Its a lifestyle thats strange Bout to end it all Before i make another fall Im smashing to the ground The worlds crashing all around My mind will find peace As you call the police They wont find me alive Got nothing to thrive Fuck my life Take another breath Now lets turn around On my way to the hospital now I still wont make a sound My heads getting heavy How could i allow this shit to get this deadly Doctors said im fine now Dont tell them why im here again Dont want this pain-no way I just wanna be happy Not tryna be sappy No more attempts Itll be another regret Life is precious How could i just end this? I just wanna have feeling Post my smiles on the ceilings Cant fake it anymore Its time to close the door. Its time to close our door Looking down at rhe bottle and my handfull of perks 1,2,3,4 dont forget to message-mother and daddy and sister and brother My Aunties and uncles, grandma and grandpa Tell them no more attempts it was all in my head youve done nothing but the best i love you all dont forget it youll regret it In the morning when i wake up with a smile on my face with no make up yeah yeah im happy now ohhh