Secrets within, hold em in, dont you choke Time is missing, moving different, no parole, Shut up and listen, lock it down, throw away the key My life, fucking messed up, here take my notes, Lack of love, wheres my hug? Wait come back now, I'm fucking twisted, watch from a distance, dont you know? I'm different, but quite the blast you ain't know? then I'm offended, let's go back, find the memories, here we go I've come from nothing so I hide my face behind locked doors, no it wont explain the pain I hide deep down inside me My life makes me feel like I should just tie the rope and hang myself But I put that in the back of my mind, i dont wanna play with that Yeah yeah my mental health, what is mental help? Diagnosed with BPD, what does that mean? Well listen close, That means my mind is black and white all over That means I might take a normal thought and twist it all around fill my sky up full of doubt Do some things, do and don't, My head is spinning, the thoughts they go round and round Time is wasting, let's move onto something real take a look around everything is fake I'm in hell. Playing the game but dont wanna show it Like I'm uncovered and cant fucking blow it I fly up from up from somewhere, you ain't even heard of My flow is bold, something of my own I'm shooterskye, now wheres my high I got an auto for problematical guys You got to admit it, ain't the same bitch that you smoked with I'm out in the open, but i don't always show it , fighting my demons isnt easy dont blow it Hold up my hands and resist my arrest I can feel them pushing down on my chest, I should let it go and watch 'em run away But I'm scared if I do, then I'll be more afraid Put the clip in, can still see the fear in his face Pull the clip out, now his face ain't the same Loosen up my grip, but they say that's not okay they should just leave me alone I hate when they debate if I'm gonna make it Youre so overcooked that they're looking at you like bacon I don't get enough papers to go out in public faking Won't post nothing on my socials baby To keep my buzz from fading now its time to take a toke yeah take a toke Dont let it fade, no dont let it fade Once you drop a tab then the high embraces now we can say goodbye to reality like we usually do cuz that pains too much to bear I can only swear the answers up in the air