Stuck in my head lost in my journey drinking the last drop an smoking my last tourney, Trapped in cage minds in a rage working for low pay as if I’m a slave No fear for the day I lay in my grave with so much pain I got not much to say. This is my addiction drinking but wishin that one day this lifestyle could end up much different, no one to listen moms still bitchen the drugs got her trippin an her whole body itchen. My Dads still addicted his face he’s still picken why’s everyone so lost in this fuckin addiction. I wake up a mess I hope for the best I don’t know what to do or what’s coming next. I lost my hope I fear the word love everyone that gets close to me I push an shove. Been cheated on by many these problems I’ve got plenty but fuck it let’s drown in this henny bc these people aren’t friendly. Focused on sobriety but these friends still trying me an temptation is nearby when you suffer from anxiety. I got a dui an lost my car all over 1 night of fun in that bar, so much money on fines an attorneys I wake up depressed with so many worries. Here I go back to the store right after I said I won’t drink no more. This is my addiction my minds always trippin I can’t sleep in my bed I’m a time bomb tickin. I hold my breath until I turn red please lord give me strength to do what you said. But again I’m just Stuck in my head lost in my journey drinking the last drop an smoking my last tourney,