I wish I could fly, high in the sky, where no one can reach me, ane I'll be alone, I dont wanna socialize, I just wanna hide myself away, where I can feel at home, I just wanna be left alone... anxious, when people are around, it makes me feel scared being a large crowds, i like to be alone, where I can be myself, so I don't have people judging me every time I turn around, insecure, about about what people think, if I fit in with the rest of the kids, or if I'm just a freak, keep this up and I just might freak, which is why better off alone, cause when people hurt me I hurt them, issues, mainly with anger, sadness is one of them, but there's also fear, fear of never being great and turning out to be a waste, I just wanna make it in life, but not the simple way, I wanna be big, I wanna be famous, but people make it hard, always putting me down, reminding me how I got issues then saying that I'm not worth the time, im not worth it, but I could be, if I work hard enough, im only 14 I still got plenty of life to live, if I put my mind to it, I could do it, I could make a couple Mil, be famous, if I take the time, I could make it!, but this feeling of hatred has tooken most of me, now its hard to see the light in my future, I try to smile like the joker!.