2019 HOP S.C.U.M.G.A.N.G. #usualonetaker one of the very few tracks that I'll have ever had words written down... #ShyneHopkins @H_O_P #HOPeasy @j_e_z For the longest time I wished for something strived for everything just not to appreciate all that I have and the harder I try the further I fall behind because no one ever wants to try as hard as I do and that's fine I don't expect anything more from you I never wanted to become this person that I hate not saying that I hate myself but when the wrong decisions are made whos the judge decides the fate is it you? could it even be true? it's no wonder I feel like im always singin the mother fuckin blues... guess I think mostly of myself and others that have slid this way and I really dont see anyone else tryin to pick us up and make us straight! Not today... All this rain floods cover the roads wash away, making new drowning old coming up for air for a moment just to catch a fresh breath hoping like hell that I can even hold it. it will never be like it was, but that's not a bad thing! we can never take back the things we say I think that's a bad thing we can only act on things that we mean that's not a bad thing and we can change ourselves every mother fucking day and that's not a bad thing, that's not a bad thing!