you know i tell my self if i ever make it ima bring back the love that was given back in the home were i was livin acting up no respect no regret were i grew up had the spirt of an angel and a devil had that attitude going on a whole nother level ended up burning those bridges those valuable bridges im sorry for acting all hard im sorry if fell in love and blocked you on all im sorry if u treated me with every kind of respect and i turned my head in the opposite way in disrespect yeah im sorry if u gave it ur all and i threw it all away but i promise it wasnt a waste it just took me some time it was like i was stuck in a maze but i had found my way yeah its crazy i had came along way and if it wernt for you i wouldnt be were i am right now so thanks I found Jesus Hes been with me the whole time i dont expect u to forgive me infact dont just decided to send u this cause i felt like i owed u the deepest oplogize sincerley Michael Vanderdoes