I wish I had a girl I want a dime so she can walk around me because she fine but she broke my heart she left me blind don't know if I will make it throughout this time I hate being by myself all the time I don't know if I'll make it or if I'll survive I'm so lonely I'm so lonely it's to the point where I can't trust nobody I feel like I might blow my brains out with a shotty I can't take it no more stressing my body for a hottie not a thottie she loved given me that sloppy toppy