let me tell you all the pain i feel let me express all the hurt. some days i wish the sun would just go away the skies would fill with grey and the clouds would let it rain, let it wash away all my pain no more tears to cry my eyes are all dried dead inside real eyes realize real lies no one there to confide no surprise believe me Ive tried its gonna be a long and lonely ride. just a haunted soldier with the devil on my shoulder taken this path alone nowhere to call home cant even call theres no one on the other end to pick up the phone. so i suppose i should just go with the flow and let it all go. pick up this pen and pad of paper and let y'all know this is the truth not just some show, sun is shining bright but I'm still feelin like its 30 below. the devil and I go toe to toe been fighting these demons since i dont even know. all this pain is taken it's toll and im losin control. hes got silent feet like a theif in the night he'll steal your soul, leave you feelin defeat in your life