Everybodies talking shit to me,and I wish to be dead, I and that I had, red lazers, coming out my eye, And I would fly like super man and die and then they'll bring me back to life. I wish I had a Wife who is loyal to me. But, fuck, I'm 14 and I don't seem to have money on me. Waned to be the best rapper in the rap industry. And my imagery. Will be full of dignity. And then who will be my enemies and friend and frenemy and if I'm at the top. Somebody's gonna have to bring down on my knees, begging him please. Let me keep my dignity, Lest I be full with sympathy, And loose my Liberty. And live my life in misery. And history, will be recorded. And it will be regarded to be reported. But I didn't started all this shit. CHORUS I REALLY WANT WISH FOR ALL THIS SHIT. I'M DOWN ON MY KNEES BEGGING YOU PLEASE. CAN YOU GIVE ME THE KEYS. TO SIEZE THE FUCKING WORLD. The other day I was running like an idiot. And that was my worst lost I had cause I wasn't flawless like I used to be. Maybe I didn't eat, and took my shit for granted and ran it over the gat damn truck which I used to have. And then it pased away, the pastor came And prayed said It was the besr truck and he didn't do anything but we burnt and sent its pieces to a workshop. And the blast of cars started and I wish I had that truck again. And gain my place as the top a the pace and race those who dosen't know a single shit about race. The rap games are starting to fade away so why would waist my time to ryme with cars if I'm better of beefing with MC's in the rap game. And give them shame and make name and take the pain, cause u know how the sayin goes no pain no gain. And then the rain started to fall on me, so lift my face up screamed like I was in my worst nightmare. My face turn pink, my eyes turned red, I had a pack of drugs last night Wednesday and the day before yesterday. Away from the gate my mom started to smell something suspicious and I quickly drank a bottle of water and thought .