mmmm yahhh im finna turn up turn around and look up while i stair at god in the face in these dark nights telling him i gotta hard life dealing with these fake friends from days ones to new ones there just the same i need your help ur guidence i need relife im suffering GOD im sorry Im human i have feelings im stairng at my celing praying 🙏 u comforth take my hand give me life i needa make a stand screw this life that im living im real but im fake its the devils curse i wanna be free i wanna live the life of my dreams god i praise u and jesus christ have me thinking everynight my wish to become fantasy but here we are so i gotta say im sorry GOD 😔 its my mistakes that got me to were i am right now and things are gonna change from bad to good so forgive and guide me Amen.