It’s al for nothing Everything I’ve done Drowning under water Thinking what have I become I can’t feel a thing Fuck I think I’m going numb Maybe I’m insane I’m just not enough Crying out for help But this isn’t an act I been broken, I feel hopeless damn it, This is a fact It’s like why you think I always spill my pain on these tracks? Because I’m running from myself I write this shit to relax Maybe I was made in Somebody’s imagination Listen you don’t know me Your not in my situation There’s things going on here That need examination And nobody but me Will ever know that information I lost certain things That will never be restored Everybody leaves me My life’s an open door It saddens me to say this But when it rains it pours How do I survive In the eye of the storm? How can love exist If there’s no one that expresses it? Everybody’s hurt And look around you for the evidence Suicide is something That’s becoming to repetitive Do I got the will To keep going? That’s a negative