seeing you is like being underwater trying to breath feels like I drowned in the blood that my heart bleeds for your love From you I need a hug instead of these drugs but they will do for now too attached too conflicted trying to force a feeling that isn't mutual we aint on the same page the pain that we do to ourselves we create from this illusion that we need to stay away from each other it's confusing we trying to make our life right because we losing others if we ever choose to be lovers so we keep what we do under the covers undercover