𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 brain 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙩 𝙗𝙮 𝙖 train while I carry this heavy ass chain oh while in frustration I look a my vain getting dumped getting played I have always prayed to not fade away from my friends don't want to meet ends while my heart descends off into the darkness ik it's harmless maybe to you but you never knew what I had been through getting pushed getting shoved thought I had a connection with the one I loved but nah she left me in the dust wish I could change my ways to just ... well it's took late now I don't think I should allow anyone else to my heart keep it closed keep it all in a bottle and throw it I am never gonna show it yea growing up