In the end. (17:44)

overdrawn and reminiscing searching for something in my life that’s missing. submitting. I guess my minds conflicting. I contemplated but it ain’t that complicated outdated I’m so fucking sick of saying it. you made your bed now lay in it. look I haven’t been me for so long. I’m fond of these memories but there all gone. now look at what I’ve done this pains starting to feel so numb If I could change time I’d make this all different. if I could restart I’d fix it. I’m scared.... Overwhelmed by emotions I’ve never felt. A rollercoaster of feelings it’s a living hell. But there’s no saving me. I need the book of life. For a new recipe. Where’s the rest of me. I’m searching but I cant find my destiny