what I tell you might make you sad, but by far my brothers pain the worst you could ever have. So let’s all listen up, just relax or take a pill And I’ll tell y’all the story cuz this shit ’bout to get RIL a year ago today, on my first visit in years, saw my brother with his head against the wall, couldn't hold back his tears. he was embarrassed, and shamed, I wiped the tears away and said I feel your pain. when it came down to it, found out I was wrong. it was something we never saw coming all along. next day he went and got a brain scan, I felt for the man, After all he was my right hand. and soon he was faced with the answer, and headed to the hospital with motherfucking cancer. 27 years young, a wife and a kid, the hardest upbringing, he never deserved this shit.