#UTT1 #UsedToTalk1 @moderator_en @superuser_en thank y’all for the support! 💪🏻💯 Mix/Master - @C.Poe 💯 Verse 1 - Take a trip into my mind and see what you see I know my thoughts go wild you’ll be in disbelief And I know I go crazy I do this on the daily But take a walk with me lemme see what you think In the past when I was down I’d let everyone know what’s wrong but that has changed The reason is because back then they would help me with the pain but now the people that did don’t remain They all ghosted me told me that I’d be ok I hate when they say call me if you need anything cause they don’t pick up and I’m afraid I wanna escape I think imma mistake But it’s hard and your not in my situation Many things going on needing examination since everyone is gone nobody will know that information And I just fucking hate it Chorus - I was so down they said I’d be ok I’m so afraid and I’m going insane Don’t know what else to do can you relate I’m needing someone but I can’t locate I used to talk They said pick up the phone if you need anything But when I do they always leave me in the rain Don’t know what else to do can you relate They left and there’s only pain to explain I used to talk Verse 2 - I’m just not gonna tell you how I feel anymore Can’t trust you enough to know you won’t walk out of that door Just leave me behind with all the scars make me sore Life feels like a chore And I ain’t gonna lie to you I’ve been crying so much that I will black out pass out and have memories of my mom then wake up like where the fuck you at now You always were there when I needed your help But how can I tell cause I ain’t there for myself I don’t know what else to do I’m just so overwhelmed you can’t tell this kids wanted to kill himself Yeah well most people wouldn’t even believe it Yeah and most people don’t see that They don’t see I’ve been struggling and I’ve been needing People to talk to cause I’m not breathing I’m just needing a reason for this feeling I’m so heated That you left me in the dust fuck I wish I was dreaming Life is teasing and giving me a fucking beating Black out I’m not seeing I ain’t even been eating Down on my knees I’ve been screaming I’m fucking bleeding Everyday it’s just repeating It always comes up on me out of nowhere creeping I’m just needing a reason why I’m left broken in pieces Chorus - I was so down they said I’d be ok I’m so afraid and I’m going insane Don’t know what else to do can you relate I’m needing someone but I can’t locate I used to talk They said pick up the phone if you need anything But when I do they always leave me in the rain Don’t know what else to do can you relate They left and there’s only pain to explain I used to talk