I’ve been sat here deep in my emotions and the emotions fade away I don’t feel anything anymore am I going insane or am I breaking down I don’t know while I’ve got these chains wrapped around me I’m trapped theres no escaping this sinking feeling how am I meant to get out of this darkness that’s consumed me inside manifesting itself taking away my pride I feel my thoughts fading away what else am I meant to say do I stand and fight or do I let this consume me this fire in my eyes shining through this disguise do I keep up the facade I don’t know why I even try. Chorus Fuck this darkness consuming me inside let all this pain rise to the surface and use it have people tell me how to get through this if I don’t I’ll probably end up in hell X2. Verse 2 I’m sat here with people surrounding me and the thought of this is suffocating me I’m trying to breathe I’ve got too many people in front of me let me leave and get rid of this feeling but if you do what have you achieved I’ve achieved nothing from leaving I’m a disease infecting these people helping me beat my disease I stay here I breathe controlling the emotions that have suddenly come flooding back holding it all together because I’m afraid if it cracks I’ll be less of person that I already am feeling people can see that I’m wanting to flee but I’m going to stay here and continue battling myself inside. Bridge I’ve conquered these demons I have inside of me instead drowning these sorrows drinking whiskey until I run dry of these tears. Verse 3. People tell me I’m not the same person that I’ve changed saying that I don’t smile I don’t chose to show my feelings anymore why do I have to appear different why am I like this I don’t know how to be normal I’d rather stay me people need to learn that I’m different breed how I act talk react look but this is the silver lining of being blessed with a curse learning how to be comfy with my differences it’s apart of me the people around me learned how I’m different learned to adapt finally understand what makes me myself but yet I’m still trapped underneath this debris this rubble I need to get free the rubble that’s crushing me is metaphorical Verse 4 I’ve put my trust into too many people confided my thoughts and feelings now these People are dead to me can’t be dealing fake people talking behind my back they deserve a smack but I ain’t going to stoop to their level going to keep the high ground