when I woke up i was feeling dead sick to the stomach soft in the head dindnt think id make it out of bed looking out where all my friends love for my brothers but no acceptance aye nigga I'm focused and out of my zone nigga woke up with his heart broke I'm feeling like a fuccin ghost people see through me they laugh and joke tears build up I'm holding up holding out try not to drown so I scream so I shout gotta let it out all this pain driving me insane I have no time won't fucc around if you a goofy I kill clowns my heart made of steal its rusting away I woke up one day to see death as my fate I got blood on my hands and red is the stain I'm only one man but here I remain I pray the Lord my soul to take I thank the the Lord for every thing every breath and step I take is another reason why I stay aye ((nigga I'm focused but out of my zone nigga woke up with his heart broke)) i was young and on my own I ran away lost my home so I smoke just to get gone if I can't break me you can't break me go ahead and try to take me all my life I've had people hate me turn around judge and understate ((nigga I'm focused and out of my zone nigga woke up with his heart broke young and left alone I'm feeling like a fuccin ghost people see through me they laugh and joke tears build up I'm holding up holding out try not to drown I have no time won't fucc around ))