had a few problems recording this one, sorry it took so long #foxic #young #irish #trap #lyrical #rap #hiphop #teen lyrics: foxic  insane entertainment ye check it I'm back in this old shack on a old mac got my old cracked phone got a new one  it don't work  with this app man that's crap cos it cost like a rack ha, no I didn't but it sounded good in the rap I know theres a bit of a gap between tracks and sure I don't got this shit mapped  feeling trapped like I need to adapt to a new style been away for a while now been here for a while  now no longer that child  now  no arenas to sell out not even a feature to sell  now not even a future help out when I've tried to go further  I've fell down sometimes I just want to murder  get hell bound end up serving up burgers big mac or quarter pound big man can't afford a house but I ain't giving out  middle class food in my mouth roof and a couch  in no way rich  kinda broken house  but it all comes out in these songs don't get me wrong I'm happy  happy if I say that again just slap me finding it hard to make friends is that be cos I'm quite or cos I'm shy it doesn't really matter every day I'm getting sadder ah, cut that shit I ain't rappin about that no more no more ye feel the rush feel me crush hush feel your brain go to mush  on the mic against me don't got pressure impress cos nobody expects me going to a public school ain't got nothing to protect me knives and guns and other stuff this shit should affect me going down a bad path got no one to correct me except me oh so let's see getting them grades up as I rise up but I don't  give fuck feelin like I'm out of luck now feeling like I'm kinda stuck how well I'm in this loop I write  I write I write I rewrite  produce I almost killed myself  I ain't proud of it but it's the truth so much arguing at home  I've started to struggle at school nah I've always struggled you fool been fifteen for a month now it went by so fast just want to make this time last still feel like a kid  guess I'm not now couple years gone by thought I'd be bigger than was now not in height I'm 5.9 not at my height still rising  feels like so long I've been trying feels like the older I get  the harder it gets but I got a long way to go yet and I'm out