I CAN'T EVEN LIE WISH I COULD SPREAD MY WINGS AND FLY I WANNA CALL MY PEOPLE BUT THEY'RE LOCKED UP OR IN THE FUCKIN SKY I SWEAR IT FEELS LIKE IM THE ONLY ONE LEFT EXPERIENCED EVERY EMOTION IN THIS LIFE EXCEPT DEATH SO WHAT'S LEFT I CAN'T COMPLAIN I GOTTA HOLD THAT SHIT CLOSE I'VE SEEN IT ALL SLIP AWAY IT'S GOT ME LOSING MY HOPE BUT I'M STILL HOLDING ON MY FAMILY NEED ME SO I'M GOING STRONG I GOT A GIRL I LOVE SHE SEES FIRST-HAND WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON SHE STRUGGLING TOO I'M TRYNNA SHOW HER IT WILL BE OKAY THE WAY SHIT GOING NOW THE ONLY THING THAT'S LEFT TO DO IS PRAY JUST NEED TO CATCH A BREAK ..LIKE HOW MUCH MORE SHIT CAN I TAKE I'VE MAD SOME BAD DECISIONS IN MY PAST BUT LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES SO ALL I KNOW IS KEEP MY HEAD UP TRY TO FACE MY DEMONS BUT THERE'S SO MUCH SHIT GOIN ON I WISH THAT I WAS DREAMING I'M ALL ALONE JUST SITTIN QUIET WHILE IM BRAINSTORMING HATE TO EVEN ASK IF YOU DON'T MIND JUST SAY A PRAYER FOR ME