These niggaz just want what they know they know they cant have Trying to put up a front like they got plenty cash Now I know they insane when they speak on my name Guess they dont know better now I guess they dont know, better now these boys out her chasing lames Cant tell the real from a fake dont even know lil baby name trying to hop into her pants just to feel something good Using all kinds of excuses like they part of a brotherhood I cant explain how it really made me feel the day I lost my virginity to him not real Got to keep it to myself cause the pain pouring out of me Twice Rapped an tried to plant a real human seed. Place the blame on myself just feel whole again It was a minute before I told my momma or a friend Cant imagin this happening to someone else So I speak the truth so I dont lose my health Men chasing woman and woman beating on they man tell me is this heaven or hell surely not the promise land I pray to God everyday just to keep my family straight Take away the pain cause I know this cant be my fate