Coming out I don’t know what you guys did all your life Most of mine was spent lost in the strife Of a lost love, parents who never thought right, And crying myself to sleep every night It’s not good to be misunderstood I’m a black sheep, call me from the hood Never did drugs, just did what I could Tried to please you like you said I should. Now you hate me cuz I opened up Tried to hold it down but it’s just too much Yeah you hurt me, and I have to judge Cuz the pains just way too rough Thanks for telling me I’d never be happy Thanks for telling me I’d never be good Thanks for all the lies, yeah I’m really glad That I tried to obey you and give up my mood I’m anorexic now I admit it I’ve got ptsd, feel I’ll get hit My emotions man are so twisted And my brain has been put in the mixer. People say I’m scary and testy with love I’m mistrusting and if that’s not enough Then I’m senseless and careless and reckless and mean That’s because you made me an anger machine I’ve tried to trust others but they hurt me Guess you were right about one thing Most people you can’t trust I found that the hard way I was used and raped up and now my soul is hurting The church that I grew up in I know is a cult My siblings are in there And I can’t show up? I can’t call cps cuz they’ve heard before And I’m pretty sure they would just shut the door. My friends have heard what you’ve done My aunts and uncles how you treat me The lies you’ve told to cover your back They’re crazy, man, you should stop that! It’s horrible how you made me lose Took away everything that I had I lost everything that I cared about by your hands I knew you’d never understand. I came out on Facebook, you call me a liar But deny the truth, who’s sin is higher? My first song was to beg for forgiveness But you left me hanging and I’m kinda missin The family that I never had I know that you’re happy, you might just be glad If I finally cut the strings and walk away But I want to help you and I will not stray From what I know is right you can’t change my opinion If you want to argue please shut up and listen I’m trying to save you can’t you just admit it??? I want to see you but you won’t let me in it Please.... please just let me in Let me see my siblings again Let me help you all with your sin Cuz we can be a family and win.