life plot

Here i go feeling like im constantly standing here on this hotblock why you over there standing there half cocked ready to pull the trigger i think not can you feel the tension you all ready brought apparently you aint paid attention to any of life lessons you were taught calling you on your bull shit bet you feeling like a rat in a trap caught do I feel that you want the best for me I think naught I'm kinda confused with whats going on with my life plot I myself don't do well when put on the spot looked at my watch how much time do I really got i forgot