i fuck with you the long way this has truly been along day and im trying to come up with the words to say oh how i wish you were here saying this my eyes get filled with tears it has been a fucked up year. and i really dont know what to do never thought the day would come when i loose you but here it is and now im stuck like what in the entire fuck we had plan for the future im waiting for someone to sah this is a blooper a dream a nightmare but when i wake up you still not hear im crying thinking about all the stories to tell no i am not taking this well im sitting here trying to understand while the tear roll.. drinking from this tall can thoughts go out to her lil man gotta stay strong up all night long why why why did my sister desi had to.. i cant lie its so hard to speak how the fuck am i gonna get through this week.. you were there for me when i stood by my lonely my true sister.. my family.. alway real and never phony all i can say is damn im gonna miss my sista tears rolling down my face staring at your picture