I know I've got my demons I'm sure now you know it too lately I'm only happy when I'm all alone with you I told you bout my past you told me not to worry but when you left my life you left in a hurry now I never seem to smile anymore all my fam is worried and they offer their support if I opened up I know theyd worry more or I'd end up in a mental ward I got Three lines of coke to Match the scars on my wrist Another try on my life Shoot I shot and missed ill Attempt again tomorrow if you Tempt me today Should I drown in sorrow Or find another way in my past I wanted a life I knew I didnt deserve I shoulda been content shoulda tried to preserve sold my soul for a dollar now I want it back I'd tear my heart out just to put it on this track