tossing turning thinking certain demons burning my memory conscience hurting grieving quoting every second every moment to precious to forget it Taking hits to numb the mood one more rip one more drag catch my breath got pain in my chest what's one more pull relax don't think just smoke until its gone slippin slidin losing using all my might and I'm so tired quitting seems like the only option left that feels right. swimming sinking numb my pain with drinking embrace the disappointment Can't Let go Troubles keep on pouring struggle to drop the bottle and follow the currents tide eroding till ill hollow enough to trust in strangers judgement to decide my life just to play the fool who they knew by degrading once was enough to Master mind His Demise Questioning what's left of me losing all the things that make me unqiue withstanding labels that stir egos pride its so odd to see a hero protect the weak for free salvation charges interest contentments only borrowed time heals until he theifs tripping tryna find some kinda of reason to find meaning in what once was mine . Mistakes Can't change my ways because i lost all trace of who I loved now drugs control my fragile soul. stations Mary silence fills my hollow husk of a different color or hue man with tails and tricks that will consume him confusing what's real and what's presuming stuck in a never-ending kind of suffering you tell yourself it's just a dream complacent until curiosity turns Wonder mine see subtle changes shifting perspective translating suggestive of some introspective message no one else can comprehend so your intuition tells you to protect it. Fate Decides the road so think before u do