jaythepoet

I’m not Him

jaythepoet
I’m not Him

22 Plays

23 Oct 2020

[intro] I’m not the man you’re looking for I’m not the one you want I’m not the man you’re looking for I’m not the- [verse 1] Between me and you I don’t care for death Or idle threats that stretch They way for miles With plans to cause distress I saw through it Opened up my eyes Witnessed the flaws through it Kinda like broken promises But this don’t hurt my soul I’m bold enough to fight the sun And natural selection Skin tone getting darker But surviving every second My mental state don’t ache nomore At least that’s what I’m guessing Never checked myself Might fuck around and wreck myself Might fuck around and dissect my health I precaution wealth Money ain’t been my friend And time’s the real angel of death Between you and me I’m suffering through a lot Almost forgot This shit is therapeutic Jotting down my words And putting verbs up against the music This is my truest form A swarm of cursive letters Pouring out from where my heart was torn A curse dispersed out soon as I was born It keeps me going You asked me why I deserved to live I truly don’t know I met this fine woman And it’s got me going loco The type of smile to stitch up all my wounds Just from a photo I’ll prolly marry her before the day go [bridge] And I can only say what’s on my mind And oh I’ve seen enough And I just cannot wait til it’s my time To shine and be one up! I am not the man you’re looking for He’s gone, this time for good (This time for good) [Verse 2] Between me and you This shit is getting harder Harder to think, read, sleep, breathe Hope is getting smaller This is my story, I’m supposed to be the author There’s a cloud above my head And my eraser’s broken Here’s a token of appreciation for those that are outspoken I’ve been toting so much baggage I’m surprised my back ain’t folding And I’m lacking the proper means to take this bag and get it open I was golden once Upon a time I lived life hoping That id see the day of ultimate serenity and potency But that’s between us.

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4 years ago

[intro] I’m not the man you’re looking for I’m not the one you want I’m not the man you’re looking for I’m not the- [verse 1] Between me and you I don’t care for death Or idle threats that stretch They way for miles With plans to cause distress I saw through it Opened up my eyes Witnessed the flaws through it Kinda like broken promises But this don’t hurt my soul I’m bold enough to fight the sun And natural selection Skin tone getting darker But surviving every second My mental state don’t ache nomore At least that’s what I’m guessing Never checked myself Might fuck around and wreck myself Might fuck around and dissect my health I precaution wealth Money ain’t been my friend And time’s the real angel of death Between you and me I’m suffering through a lot Almost forgot This shit is therapeutic Jotting down my words And putting verbs up against the music This is my truest form A swarm of cursive letters Pouring out from where my heart was torn A curse dispersed out soon as I was born It keeps me going You asked me why I deserved to live I truly don’t know I met this fine woman And it’s got me going loco The type of smile to stitch up all my wounds Just from a photo I’ll prolly marry her before the day go [bridge] And I can only say what’s on my mind And oh I’ve seen enough And I just cannot wait til it’s my time To shine and be one up! I am not the man you’re looking for He’s gone, this time for good (This time for good) [Verse 2] Between me and you This shit is getting harder Harder to think, read, sleep, breathe Hope is getting smaller This is my story, I’m supposed to be the author There’s a cloud above my head And my eraser’s broken Here’s a token of appreciation for those that are outspoken I’ve been toting so much baggage I’m surprised my back ain’t folding And I’m lacking the proper means to take this bag and get it open I was golden once Upon a time I lived life hoping That id see the day of ultimate serenity and potency But that’s between us.

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