1. searching for relief while they curtain my beliefs I been working on me but not certain I'm free 2. I'm raw from the leash every dogs gotta eat think about that while I pause on the beat 3. take me off the cross winning ain't cheap I suffered every loss but dinners on me 4. still the fucking boss u sinning if you breath I'm bound to pay the cost not finished til I bleed 5. a long road traveled put Jesus in the saddle i'm coincided it's a battle theres evil in that apple 6. I found God on dope not in a chapel sacrificing hope not a single piece(peace) of cattle 7. A career being blind cuz the mirror dont lie for years I lied about the fears I hide 8. brings tears to my eyes I'm sincere when I cry Jesus took the wheel i dont steer when i drive people nowadays thinks hades ain't real tell that to the mother of the babies they've killed no one should pay for a meal that's the way I feel a bump cant heal(hill) u fade away like Shaquille truly I say unto you wanting a ticket to heaven is selfish it's TRUE once u make that 1st cut into the stone... I been working my tail off to bring yall home my spot gone and I'm happy as long as I'm alone.. listen to the words I mutter... u cant buy your ticket but you can buy it for your brother or your neighbor or your enemy anybody other. than you it's a self sacrifice just ask any mother who comes first and whos last when it comes to struggling