I lay awake just staring at the ceiling My whole life I've been tryna run from that feeling That feeling of been anxious that feeling of been scared That feeling of going to school with no socks to fkin wear That feeling of being ashamed Your head full of guilt That feeling where you wanna bury your head in the fkin quilt But shit...you forgot Your a homeless bum With no sign of a mum No sign of a dad Your only friend is a gun Yeah you turned to the streets bcos You never had much fun living your life in fear and forever on tbe run so u thought being in gangs was gonna solve all your problems Instead you use drugs in order for you to solve em Next thing you know your searching the  carpet for another hit Another day of feeling scared And alone in the midst I don't write shit down to say how fortunate I am Quite the opposite in fact I'm alone n never had a fam I moved around in foster homes Cuh my mum got beaten Another normal day is a fortune of mistreatment You can rap how your heart got broke From a cheating ass bitch You can rap about things that's completely irrelevant You can rap how much you love to smoke the green But on my paper is the realist shit u would of ever seen Don't ever judge a person for the colour of their skin Were all gods children so love and peace in the end As I rap this shit is giving me chills Don't ever say you feel me Cuh u don't know what the fuck I feel