Never scared to go Just wanna pick how I die Make a happy sandwich Pills on rye I'll take off and leave em guessing Six feet deep but I wont be resting Tossing and turning in my forever box Things looking strange I'm forever lost met God twice she ain't all that Asked me to snitch but I ain't no rat Content in purgatory never looking back Earned my wings for a day they forgot to say how I gotta pay gotta pay with pain stand the freezing rain withstand the human brain tough it out alone but sins I wont atone I'm not evil in the eyes of others but no one knows thoughts are bad in my eyes it shows my heart is black except when it glows green illumination toxic activation never reach salvation