im so sick of life im so sick of tryin im so sick of time im so sick of people dyin why is it that im still alive ? im so sick of mine im so sick of lying im just so sick of being in my mind that im so sick of fighting  im sick of skrying  Crying prying finding why  Im so sick of u so si im so sick of life im so sick of tryin im so sick of time im so sick of people dyin why is it that im still alive ? im so sick of mine im so sick of lying im just so sick of being in my mind that im so sick of fighting  im sick of skrying  Crying prying finding why  Im so sick of u so sick of me  So  sick of being high    Lied to me my whole life  Sllide the side of the knife That writes, as i  Spill my blood  for the love of the one  the mud where im comin from  Out the depths  down the steps  Out of breathe  out of meth  Now it gets me depressed  And im sick from the stress So sick  They gotta give me my own hospital Optical tropical  See me swimmin thru these obstacles