Look it was 7 years ago My daddy was gone every time someone called his phone told us he had a meeting 9:30 I’m in the bed dad still gone 2 in the morning In my head I was thinking is he dead or alive then I had this weird feeling bout my dad but I didn’t believe it 2 years later we founded out he was cheating I was just 11 years old when I saw my mama crying 1hours later she a act like nun happened a keep a smiling but my dad was a alcoholic came in every night tryna beat on my mom and my oldest brother I couldn’t stand it on April 22nd 2017 that’s when my pops passed shit got worse when I knew I lost my last dad always got locked up but it was good cause i still had my mama and my brothers looked at my oldest brother like he was my dad on June 21st 2018 he got locked up then my lil brother shit just got cut in half I saw my struggling wit the lights and the water but she smiling I was 13 when I realized I had to stay up and start grinding I was 14 when my mom and dad founded out I was gay my mom thought it was my dad didn’t except it I was kinda upset then I realized he was barely in my life when I was 15 I realized I was like my dad which was bad I met this girl started treating her bad texting other girls in my phone I kept on and she kept on taking meh back when I turned 16 I notice I did her wrong by texting other hoes my feelings Was deep for her so I had get right every time I went around her I had butterflies that’s when I knew she was the love of my life couple months later I was thinking sum ain’t right main that’s when I founded out my dad did cocaine