When I was little the kids on the playground would tell me to get lost So I tell them I hope u inhale the smoke coming out of my exhaust I was so hurt didn't know where I was going I was so lost Sure u didn't haft to deal with me but at what cost Kids should be happy but u had me depressed and shit Cane form a abusive home I was 4 already repressing shit Then When I was 8 my dad said goodbye he left and shit He said he would come back never did took his last breath and shit So tell me what u want tell me what you'll be Tell me where your going tell me what u see Tell me why u feel stuck in a cage when your so free I don't have answers for the question your asking me So now I feel like I can step on the ground And tell those kids to suck my dick as I pound There lover and Thier mother God said we're supposed to love each other But it's hard when no one will give u a chance They walk away and prance Then they start to dance While I'm crying alone in the corner I felt like a foriner I had no friends Then an angle descends And tells me every thing will be alright I guess that all depends Am I filled with blessings Or am I filled with sins When I'm older I'll get a dividend And all those bullies will say I wish I was him The bullying stoped a few years after I was 10 My life's going nowhere mabey I should get locked up in the pin Or mabey I should die young like my name is rin Chidori through the chest no way to defend