I'd be not feeling myself how far did it go before I fell I never knew nobody to know me well. I don't know why I put me through this hell and it put me in my own mind and now I'm out and I can see the sunshine and so I can feel real life took me a long time not the seem blind and all the questions they ask oh why did you feel this way did you hold that wait did you have that hate were you about to break it's my life to make I know the way never feel the same was the one to blame one to fill the pain wasn't taking place just another pill to take just to numb another day