I cant help but to say I wish I was still with you girl so much pain on me it could possibly just end my world but with no more love left in me now your really gonna hate me if life used to be so beautiful well then it just got real ugly looked death in its eyes already too many times I forgot what it felt like just to be alive used to the way it feels to be unloved forgot what it felt like just to be in love used to the way it feels the pain yeah it's so unreal it gets cold out here when your all alone forreals this shit gives me the chills but all I know is what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger but still sometimes I feel like Im just suiicidal I just feel like dying so lets just say our last and final words goodbye cause I just cant deny that we just keep on fighting all the time yeah all the time and I just dont think I can be alive if we cant have eachother all the time yeah all the time all the time yeah all the time if you are mine if you are mine then just be mine and only mine if you are mine if you are mine then just be mine and only mine nd that is final if we cant morere but I know I gotta keep fighting for and striving for a way to ztay alive just as long as I can for before I actually do end up losing my lif cause it's all about survival plus I got a daughter now and she needs me more then I ever needed you around so dont tell me that you love me then and that's when u will become what you turn into which is fire yeah you can say I feel like I just want to die yeah you can say I wish all of you would just die yeah you can say it's all just in my mind that it's what I put my mind to but I can say who's to say what and who's to blame who whos in the right or wrong and what real and what not cause all I know is to me the devils really inside but I'm striving everyday for a better life praying everyday to the heavens cause I really need you god feeling like I just want to take flight tryna fight and never surrender just to stay alive i remember when I thought I would never be able to survive another night that it just seemed so much easier if I just would die taking command making demands now lemme break it down im breaking it all down I'm breaking bread now ain't no more being empty handed and ain't no more hand outs I've earned my place I earned my keeps and homie I dont play but0er settle for nothing jjinj8lklkk a. .....j i.00iiipp00