I can't tell if this is a dream or reality when I think of the potential that was lost by the paranoid insanity the ultimate cost is this reality wake me up I must be dreaming lost within my own mind confined subliminally overpowered throughout the days of my life nothing left to sacrifice the will of survival lost causes down and out figure it out drama induced psychosis coming up from cardboard housing to castles walkways lined with roses above it all it was nice to have known ya yesterday come and gone a message from Joe4 from the beyond ,