This is my life When I’m high This is how high All i do is shine 7 days a week Hustling on the grind by the time I was 9 Did my own laundry uptown by myself Made shur my own clothes that I had didn’t smell bad I hated my dad for always getting drunk not giving a fuck if we had food or water to take baths shower didnt work all my mama had time to do was work I love you mom Im so proud of you we Ben thru a lot I Ben there right by your side since day one I’ll always be your son I’m sorry for anything I put you threw My life is wat it is now I got my own kids I haven’t seen I just want to scream wake up out this bad dream Or I’m gonna check out shout out to any of you going thru suicidal thoughts feeling lost bad thoughts slowly taking over the good I’m country for life these sticks are my hood my heart feels pain no one ever understood i got so much wood I can build me a fort fuck court I’d rather die then show up to do time they want me to do i choose to rap for all of you Setting in the crowd my music so loud I’m living my life high on life until I die