Lord forgive me /for my flesh is weak/if i die ,my soul do keep/true we reap, wat we so/neva ben a fukk nigga/ if nobody knows /you know dat/so in saying that i say this:Lord)....... neva had eyes,for none of my niggas bitches / wife nore hoes/neva whith the switching/help those who helped theyselves/ i miss my ole earth / with me i carry a piece of my momma heart n soul/may she rest in piece/mamma had a hell of a heart n great soul/now my baby bro fighting for his life/i still believe in you lord so i wont dissrespct by saying fuck my life/wen i did dat we parted ways n the next nigga was fukking my wife/ thats life/kant blame her/ wasnt their/both moved on /still under that Union/just seperated/had a son outta wedlock/died at birth /till this day it still hurts /neva got a chance to say good bye,to my baby boy/R.I.P Grayson /moma jersy born/my thorn n my krown/but her n her momma kombined ben my angels/through the hardest times/fir that i love them deerly/i say that ,to say this :Lord)Lord forgive me 4 my flesh is weak/if i die(b4 i wake)my soul,do keep/true we reap what we so/neva ben a fukk nigga /if nobody knows /you know dattttt!!!!!so in saying that i say this Lord)this is my test of time/god hasnt given up /but the devil trying to prove him rong/i stay me /i stay true i have children who need me /so i have no choice but to stay strong/inbetween ive lost family n hella freinds/to my pain lord is their no end/will i ever feal peace on earth/