I gotta right this shit more faster I won't know i try to go solo spirits sourounded me I'm so depressed I have Jesus name on my neck then I say I was a reject sorry let me correct I never lived with pain do much that I can't feel my chest maybe I'm dead or maybe I should rest I was watching a nest then I thought what was next bird came flying and would you guess what's next I finally phoned my ex and told her she is depressed I know its true life without you ain't the life ill choose but if I lose I'll give you my shoes and I'll booze till I hear the news then I wake up It's all a dream I hear my brother scream he told me his leg is bleeding I phone the ambulance I can't hear coz everyone is fucking leaving and all i could hear is breathing I see a boy syand next to me saying I'm over dreaming I wake up again hear my bro screaming again I see my beds wet I didn't want mom to be upset so I stop the sweat and I could hear is my mom drop the cigarette she had a hardattach wait right here ill call you bac