broken life

8 Plays

30 Sep 2020

so many feelings in my heart and in my mind. my judgment is clouded with my thoughts all time. I don't know what to do or what to say. when everything I love and care for goes away. why, why does it have to be? why is there no love in the world we can actually see? why is there so much pain? what is it you can actually gain? from the beginning it was my parents who didnt want me. I couldnt uderstand at the time because I was young see. takin by my grandparents full of love and hope. they were the only ones to help me cope. why why does it have to be. why is there no love in this world we can actually see. why is there so much pain. what can you actually gain. this is my story for im broken. and all this knowledge is usually unspoken. all the pain is still here with false promises and more. so many have left so many ive adored. my eyes are sore. my voice is breaking. as my mind wants more, as does my heart. but for now im broken and im falling apart. there's even more that you dont know so much you wouldnt understand the more i keep talking about it. the more I want it to end. I'm tired, undesired, broken, unspoken, hated, unstated, and a lot more. but for now its over. I feel its time for. me to pass over why why does it have to be. why is there no love in this world we can actually see. why is there so much pain. what can you actually gain.

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so many feelings in my heart and in my mind. my judgment is clouded with my thoughts all time. I don't know what to do or what to say. when everything I love and care for goes away. why, why does it have to be? why is there no love in the world we can actually see? why is there so much pain? what is it you can actually gain? from the beginning it was my parents who didnt want me. I couldnt uderstand at the time because I was young see. takin by my grandparents full of love and hope. they were the only ones to help me cope. why why does it have to be. why is there no love in this world we can actually see. why is there so much pain. what can you actually gain. this is my story for im broken. and all this knowledge is usually unspoken. all the pain is still here with false promises and more. so many have left so many ive adored. my eyes are sore. my voice is breaking. as my mind wants more, as does my heart. but for now im broken and im falling apart. there's even more that you dont know so much you wouldnt understand the more i keep talking about it. the more I want it to end. I'm tired, undesired, broken, unspoken, hated, unstated, and a lot more. but for now its over. I feel its time for. me to pass over why why does it have to be. why is there no love in this world we can actually see. why is there so much pain. what can you actually gain.

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