Autistic Wizard™

4 years ago

my first time was given 2 someone who also gave me hers but things teach us as men responsibly. this track's about enduring friendship N relationship w/my first. we still talk today. she sits edge after the wars we've waged over the years so I'm hesitant to call myself a friend N her mind. but philosophically its said that men make the demon that women become.my sin was anger hers was lies.but even so she had dissociative identity disorder but I didn't know that then.we dated for years she was the one 2 break up but kept coming back now we are more or less friends .we talk a lot and really get along. but it begs the question who if not both were wrong when we were the young versions of ourselves? the mentally ill dissociative girl in denial or equally bipolar explosive few year older man?

Autistic Wizard™

4 years ago

if its true i woke her up to sin could it be my fault that we are no longer, friends could be as we fought that nobody really wins if i caught her first blot staining earth and out she bled could it be a curse waking souls into a bliss could it ever work if an angel and a chick a different angle and became a succubus is out there a better guide before me aint tasted it in the land of France they call it the little death but it could be an addiction like candy cause we were kids could it be my fault every other given sin after that i was moody but been taught to be man through thick and thin if its true i woke her up to sin could it be my fault that we are no longer, friends could be as we fought that nobody really wins if i caught her first blot staining earth and out she bled i remain in hell by her side by her aide many years digging deep. my own demise own demise meaning well getting the blame all the time and the lies and the woman would go to leave and get high other guys then be back torturing on then fly am.i wise to see beauty everything but the cries and my would be bride dated me going thrice three times should I learn from repeat or is the fault really mine really if its true i woke her up to sin could it be my fault that we are no longer, friends could be as we fought that nobody really wins if i caught her first blot staining earth and out she bled