@jasonburnett just when i thought things could be different. it turned out that you couldn't. i couldnt believe how you could sit there and say the shit you did. how could you? are you for real? how can i stay with some one who can't be loyal? im beginning to think the last 9 yrs was nothing but a joke i invested so much of my time in this relationship and got my heart broke. wasted my time for nothing this wasnt the life i wanted or imagined. 9 yrs ago i thought for sure i would have had my dreams come true by now. all i can do in this situation is just sit back and say wow. omg. this fool just doesn't get it. im not apologizing for anything. i did nothing wrong. except love you far too long its not my fault you couldnt keep it up. own up to your mistakes and realize you had a good woman you just couldnt see it. your head was filled with too much junk that you couldnt treat my with any dignity. my love was always growing in my garden but the growth of your love i guess got stunted. i ended up dead and wilted. and im not even on my birthday death bed.