christ conscious he backin me up knowledge is power way to attain is empower bloom like a flower flowin like a hot shower rerouting to overpower the opposition to the wishing they was in my position on a mission with no commission that's how yk its real like a christian people always find a problem when you have a vision so they start fishin and tryna bait you in they outlivin they dreams so they come up with a scheme to regain self esteem water streamin down my face as I shower my demons ik me and god gonna beat em I'm screaming inside looking for signs I'm like god one problem at a time its hard to tell me not shine when all Ik is hard times when you got dimes but it make no cents my innocence take ever since certain incidents feelin drained all I feel is pain brain rearrangin changes going through phases tryna refrain from goin insane got madness in the brain