am so tired of pretending , who is my happy and day, I follow all the rules I drew inside the lines have never ask for anything that wasn't mine. I waited patiently for my time . but when he finally came . he called her name . and now I feel this over welcome pain. I feel it in my vain. I mean it in my brain . like a perfect picture with a broken frame . I know exactly who to blame. I never thought of myself was mi. and I will probably be the queen.