Help Me will I see you in heaven or will I see you in hell. I know what I did wrong, do you know what i did well, why am I so far away after we fell. I feel numb did you cast a spell dont know what to do, dont think i care, I keep knocken but there's nobody there, is this the end or the beginning my head wont stop spinning, if I knew how this began, maybe I'd know if this was the end. If I look to heaven and ask for His hand, will He give me the knowledge so I understand I want to be happy and stop being mad i wish i knew if that was part of His plan, or am i being punished cause I'm a bad man. will I see you in heaven or will I see you in hell. I know what I did wrong, do you know what i did well, why am I so far away after we fell. I feel numb did you cast a spell