See it’s this feeling in you’re chest like you’re the worst and will never be the best every time it hits you it makes you feel like you’re less Like when you’re walking down the street you can bearly feel the ground underneath you’re feet like you’re have been beat then you’re legs start shaking they got so weak right now you feel like a freak so scared not knowing what to do feeling like everyone is judging you Like you’ve got the whole weight of the world on you’re shoulders from when you’re young up intill you’re older It makes you just a little bit colder in you’re heart and if you make the wrong move you’re whole world will tear apart But you see I’m trying to keep from crying to hold back the tear because out of fear you will bring the whole world here I’m crushing under so much pressure already I can bearly keep my mind steady I’m never ready to do something new cause out of fear of disappointmenting you and I’m a afraid that if I ask for you’re help you’ll leave me alone because the only place I ever feel safe is what I call home but when I’m safe nobody sees my face in society apparently that’s bad I’m afraid I’ll lose everyone I ever had just to feel safety The words I’m saying to you here they are so sincere That out fear out loosening them again I wrote them down as my only friend