when I start to feel hurt, my mind and body think to kill first, the drugs in my mind are not saving, me from living in downward spiral, I'm in trial with the concept, give me another reason to listen to this mindset, what's this condition a spooky kinda story, that comes alive, deprived of a lesson, one I cant learn from anyone that I'm guessing, hey question?, is the reason I'm falling because I'm confessin so I understand that I'm not in view, just got to wonder what happened, between me and you, I would say I've changed indeed I have, but are you willing to take the same path, you have showed the truth of these lies, you pulled away and I finally understood why, you never loved what once loved you back, and I guess I'll take that like a smack, I wasn't gonna move on but you gave me no choice now this the present I wont second guess this night, damn that's bitch tho.